Monday, May 6, 2013

1 Year Later


It is amazing how your life changes when you have a child.  This blog helped me get through my pregnancy with Landon.  There were so many emotions flowing when we had him and still today the flood in at times you least expect it. I have never sat down and wrote about the day he was born.  So I sit her just after celebrating his 1st birthday (yes he is 1!) reflecting on his first year. 
4-5-12
6lbs 13oz
20.5in
5:22pm
Now, rewind to April 5, 2012.  Eric and I were headed up to Toledo to see our MFM doctor for the last time.  See we had planned a c-section with our regular OB in Defiance on April 10.  At this time in the pregnancy we were seeing both doctors once a week and we were getting ultrasounds in Toledo once a week.   With our MFM doctor we received an ultrasound where he does a complete biophysical of Landon (it measures his heart, legs, arms, head, belly, and umbilical cord flow) as well as a nonstress test.
On that particular day we received the ultrasound first.  The tech came into the room and took a bunch of pictures and went on her way.  Then a few minutes later the head tech came in and said she needed to take a couple more pictures and she would be done.  Well this wasn’t unusual for us as she has come in to our room in the past to double check or to take different angles of something.  Our doctor seemed to be particular and that was fine by us.  So she was in there for what seemed to be 30 seconds and left. 
Then the nurse came into our room and said she was ready for our non stress test.   We went into another room and I was hooked up to the monitor.  I would be hooked up for 20 minutes and in order for us to go home Landon needed to have two heart accelerations within 20 minutes.  The only way this happens is when he moves around.  Well I think he was taking a nap.  The nurse came back in to check on us and “tried” waking him up.  This usually consisted of her pushing on my belly and yelling at my stomach “WAKEY, WAKEY, BABY”  Landon moved around a little and then seemed to settle back into a good spot.  She then asked me if I wanted her to use the “baby buzzer”  If I haven’t told you about the baby buzzer it is AWFUL.  It is this little buzzer they put next to your stomach and buzz in order to wake the baby and let me tell you it scares the crap out of him.  The first time we had that done I thought we was going to come right out of my stomach.  She proceeded to tell me that she didn’t have to use the “baby buzzer” and that she could just let me stay on for another 30 minutes.  So I opted for the 30 minutes.
When she left I grabbed a snack and some juice since this usually wakes him up.  She came back in to check on us and said that everything looked good and she was going to show the doctor the test and she would be back with us.  We explained to her that this would be our last time here since we had a scheduled c-section in 5 days.  She was very happy for us and left the room and said she would be back to send us off.
Then about 3 minutes later a knock on the door and then entered the doctor, a nurse, and some lady I have never seen before.  I instantly started to panic.  At this time we knew that when we would see the doctor that meant something was wrong.  He then said “I told you that I would get this baby out alive and I have noticed a change on the ultrasound and you are going to go up to the delivery floor and have a c-section now.”  WHAT?!?  NOW?!?  I didn’t know what to do or say or think.  Neither Eric nor I asked what he saw on the ultrasound and he had mentioned the umbilical cord flow was not where it should be.  Umbilical Cord…not again…
He then introduced us to the lady that I have never seen.  He explained that she was going to take us to her office so we could call whoever we needed to call and to fill out some paper work.  We had called all of our family and texted some of our friends.  They were all on their way up to Toledo and Eric and I were on our way to the delivery floor.  When we arrived to the delivery floor, the surgeon was there with a team of students…yes it is a teaching hospital.  We met the surgeon and he told us that he would see us in a little bit.  WHAT?!?  We checked in and the nurses acted like it was a normal routine, which I am sure it was probably routine for them, but not for us.  At this point I was still holding strong and then the nurse took us to our room and asked us if we had gotten an Easter basket for a little one…then I lost it.  Yeah a question like that broke me…I started crying because we had not bought him an Easter basket because he was not suppose to be here until after Easter.  Funny how the littlest thing and break you. 
She got us settled into our room and had me change into a gown and strapped me up to the monitor to listen to Landon.  We sat there and she asked us some questions.  Once she learned that I had a snack not too long ago she left and went to talk to the doctor.  She had came back and said we were going to have to wait since I had something to eat.  They told us they were going to continue to monitor Landon and I until about 5:00 and then we were going to go back.  They did not want anything to happen to me if I needed to be put completely under so that is why we had to wait.  So we had to wait and wait.   This gave our families time to get up to the hospital. 
Those couple of hours seemed like FOREVER, I was then taken back to the operating room around 4:30 and Eric joined me.  The whole c-section is for another blog…but long story short he was born with a true knot in his umbilical cord.  After I was cleaned up the surgeon came up to me and said “it was a good thing you got a c-section.”  We were truly blessed.  When we decided to have another child they told us the odds of us having another baby with an umbilical cord issue was very slim…well it happened again, but this time thankfully for all of the monitoring he was delivered safely.  God is GOOD!